I looked down and watched him as he used one hand to open my cunt, and with the other one he was guiding his cock toward my cunt. I watched until I could feel it start to go in, it looked strange disappearing inside me but it also felt nice at the same time. He went in a bit then it stopped. I saw him push a couple of times and could feel something inside me that seemed to be blocking his cock from going in any further. Then he said this might hurt a bit, get ready, and he pushed like mad and I felt this stabbing pain, like something burst or tore inside me. It hurt and I sang out - that hurt - and he said that always happens on the first time. Then I felt all warm and wet down there and as I looked down to see what he was doing, he pulled his cock out of me and it was covered in blood. I nearly died, I panicked a bit at the sight of the blood and said what did you do I am bleeding. He said its ok that’s just you hymen breaking, its like a piece of skin which grows just inside your cunt and the first time somebody fucks you it breaks and it bleeds just a little bit. He got down off the bed and picked up his underpants and wiped me clean, then wiped his cock. He looked and said it has stopped bleeding already; there wasn’t really much blood at all. I was relieved as I didn’t want to have to tell my mom my cunt was bleeding and it wasn’t like the period stuff she told me about. He said I will keep these forever, as he looked at the blood on his underpants. They will always remind me of you and my first virgin fuck. I didn’t really know what he meant until a few weeks later. Then he got back on the bed and he said this time it won’t hurt and we started all over again and I was all tense as he went to go back into me and I was watching as he guided his cock back into me. I was sure it would hurt again, and goy all tense and up tight. He had trouble getting it into me and he said relax, it won’t hurt this time. I said ok I am ready now and when he tried again I watched as I saw his cock slipping in and I could feel it and it wasn’t hurting and everything felt great. There he said you aren’t a virgin any more and I still wasn’t quite sure what he meant.